Fitspo is just passive aggressive thinspo with bananas in the background
18/F/UK/5’1”
SW:140lbs CW:103lbs
GW1:120lbs ✅GW2:110lbs ✅GW3:100lbs
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Fitspo is just passive aggressive thinspo with bananas in the background
A month or so into ‘ana’: I’m gonna get SO skinny!!! I hate myself and I’m gonna fit into those jeans!!! I’m going to kiss people because I’ll be SKINNY!!! Skinny is perfect! I’ll be perfect!
A year into ‘ana’: *takes a puff of cigarette* ya know, kid, I’ve been here a long time and imma be here a long time more, I’ve been around the merry go round two or six times before, AINT nothin changed. I’m only 3.5kg lighter and guess who’s still a fat bitch.
I mean me? Right?
therapist: so how do you feel about your body
me: idk i just work here
Homework: unfinished
Sleep schedule: ruined
Self esteem: low
Body: hurts
Life: a mess
Yee: haw
Me: *is super positive, supportive of other people, strong believer in body positivity and self acceptance*
Also me: *hates self, doesn’t care, literally in the worst mental state ever*